It's not as if i don't know how the story ends but something in me longs & wishes that I could change the hand that was delt...

... to the star crossed lovers as they have been known. If at the close of the greatest love story ever told the lovers lie dead...

what hope can be spared for the rest of us? Together in death is almost not together at all.

does that make us better off dead if we are not free to love & be loved back just as fiercely?

fuck knows, i'm going to sleep.

in other news, i've run out of fags.