"No Name"

Some days songs about the way boys tastes just don't cut it.
Today and everyday after it are all the same and its up to a Hopeless Case to change it.
Maybe she just cant sleep anymore, maybe she just wont eat anymore.
Notice me then run. I don't want to be noticed anymore let me fade for a while.
Sick of being the whore and the Let down.
Do you love me despite my Imperfections which outnumber the perfections or is it because of them??
I'm not sure which is worse. I don't want to be figured out anymore.
I can crash and Burn on my own but then who would spread the word??
I'm still the same person i was a year ago, just less Scared and Scared.
Only the stuff on the outsides changed. I Thought doing that would change the way i looked at the world.
Really it just changed the way the world looked at and judged me.
"!You can only names something your sure about"

It could be worse, I could be taking you there with me.

I might just be getting used to it but im really not sure if a full nights sleep is worth feeling like shit constantly its like im tipsy but not. but that might just be down to not wearing my glasses.
Ive got a really bad pain in my ribs and im being horrific to everyone and i fucking cant stand it.
In was in such a good mood yesterday but now its like im just not. that makes sense and dosent a the same time. sigh
Im giving it time to adjust to me or should that be the other way? Hmm
Im not sure what to do because these AD's arent even for my depression and im feeling worse after two bloody days. Foggy and disorentated are the perfect words to discribe how i feeland not forgetting anti-social.
More cloudy and -4 then sunny and 65 up here right now.

Music is the blood that runs through my veins, cut me open and watch the melodies flow.