How many minutes until midnight?

I've gone a bit introspective, unloved & emo(tional)

how many wishes do i still have left to fix the way it ends
how many princes will it take to put a girl like this back together again
how many instances can you point out where i was less than kind
how many happy endings do you need to change your fecking mind
and how much time do we have left before it's midnight and
you see that i was never the right size?

One sentimental summer...

I stopped dreaming of your ghost and you've stopped flashing across my mind at the one time it should be blank
but all of a sudden i've got affection for you again.
Be a cunt and help me to let go.


June. I wish.

"Why am I making it so complicated?"

I'm on the floor, not asking for much or anything at all.
a break and a cuddle maybe to get my leg over
This could all be put down to the wine and the Morrissey
Both things i love with great abandon.

Never will i relinquish my status and power over anything.
but sometimes i just need to be overthrown and domintated like a dictator in the county of Nella.

No acts of evil, no acts of good. Self gratification.
Sort your life out you silly cow.
Choose life? maybe? well do but dont.

I caught the gun, its what to do next that confuses me.

Resume

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

-- Dorothy Parker

"Talk me down, safe and sound. Too strung up to sleep"

-Common physical reactions include dilated pupils, dry mouth, loss of appetite, an increase in body temperature and insomnia.

-your mouth will probably dry, you may want to grind your teeth or chew the same piece of chewing gum for 8 hours.

-Your appetite disappears and you won't want to sleep. The effects of a small amount can last for 6-8 hours.

-Stays in the body for 2 - 4 days.

To all of you that matter.

For the late night discussions & the early morning cups of tea.
For knowing when i need Cuddles & Knowing when to leave it.
For trusting and supporting me & for telling me when im being a cunt
For the advice, laughs, drinks, stories, for the random texts & links to pictures
For keeping me up to date on everything ever
For teaching me to be a better person even when you're just being you.
And for being genuinly amazing...






Couldn't say fairer then that eh.

2009.

Without you I'm just me.