extreme celebrity rehab

I'm feeling slightly unhinged and vulnerable. I have just learnt that addiction is heredity and then i've just asked Katy if she wants to come on a birthday binge with me.
I've written a shopping list, visa vie my last hurrah. one last dance before i'm officially an adult. I think it'll be fun.
I'm completely aware of what im doing and i'm doing it in style.
part of me feels like ive just scraped off my mask and its odd.
Fuck. well i only asked.

I refuse to let the mental Illness take over.